Tuesday, June 14, 2011

30 week update on Haylee and my feelings and emotions of her and as my journey to motherhood gets closer by the day

Our little bundle of joy is doing GREAT! We went for our 30 week routine check up, and the doctor said Haylee is doing great! I am 29.4 weeks!!! I am getting super excited for her arrival! I can't wait to hold her in my arms and have her grab my finger and smile at me! I dream about it sometimes at night.

 I don't know what to expect as a fist time mother. I don't know if everything I am doing is right. I don't know what I can do, to be better, and do better. I don't know how to get my body ready for delivery, that's going to be here before I know it.  


 I  know Justin is very excited to be a father.  He is already so cute with her.  When he wakes up in the morning and gets ready to leave, he kisses my stomach and tells her "Daddy loves you." Then when he comes home from work he does the same thing. Sometimes when he works late, or has staff duty he will call me, just so I can put the phone on speaker and up to my stomach so he can talk to her.  He makes sure I have everything I need to be comfortable, and happy. I can already tell he going to make one great father to this little girl. He is so perfect and I would never try to change anything about his connection with his little girl that he has right now.  When he lays his head down on my stomach and talks to her, it puts the biggest smile on my face, and I can tell how he is going to be when she is born. He always tells me that he is going to hold her all the time, and he is going to be the first one out of us two, to hold her. Justin makes me realize that life is going to great with our new family and life. 


 It's going to take time to get use to no sleep, and always being tired. I am trying to get as much sleep as I can right now. With Haylee pounding my ribs and sides all night, it makes it harder and harder to try to sleep. I am so glad I am going through this incredible experience as a mother, and I have a great husband who does everything in his power to make me comfortable, and who has unconditional love for his daughter and me. I can't wait to see what she looks like! I am really hoping she has Justin's blue eyes and she has blonde hair. But as long as she is happy and healthy I guess that all really doesn't matter. 

 Haylee Brooke is scheduled to arrive into the world on August 29th, 2011.  As each day passes it's one more day of the rest of our life with our daughter.  With Justin being her father, I think she is going to be one spoiled little girl!!! I am her mother and I am going to spoil her as much as I can. 

Daddy and I love you Haylee Brooke so much already! In a few weeks we will love you even more when we can meet you in person. 

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